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368 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1912
“Had I been brought to America a few years earlier, I might have written that in such and such a year my father emigrated, just as I would state what he did for a living, as a matter of family history. Happening when it did, the emigration became of the most vital importance to me personally. All the processes of uprooting, transportation, replanting, acclimatization, and development took place in my own soul. I felt the pang, the fear, the wonder, and the joy of it. I can never forget, for I bear the scars.”
Sometimes two women in search of pails lay hold of the same pail at the same moment, and a wrangle ensues, in the course of which each disputant reminds the other of all her failings, nicknames, and undesirable connections, living, dead, and unborn; until an attendant interferes, with more muscle than argument, punctuating the sentence of justice with newly coined expletives suggested by the occasion.If there's one thing my country of birth is good at, it's setting up Potemkin "melting pots" by letting in just enough of the marginalized to make for a good song and dance but not so many that said temporary members of the elect can't be spat back out and/or digested and evacuated when the action proves most beneficial. Today it's the current VP and various other diverse representatives of the US kyriarchy, but in yesteryear when participants in the US civil war were still among the living, it was the odd immigrant schoolchild of the slums, extremely bright in the ways most suited to a capitalist meritocracy but not so much as to recognize the futility of overcoming one's status as dinner when one is not a member of the table. And so, when one Maryashe (surnames not of frequent usage) of Russia is called Mary Antin upon taking up residence in Russia, there is hardship, there is effort, there is joy, but all of it as close contained and handpicked nearly as much as is a typical set piece on the television show Sesame Street, as if it were possible to travel more than 4000 miles and have experiences as similar to, and as limited, that of a white child who resides their first 18 years in 20 mile radius of redlined suburbia. For me, this meant my enjoyment directly hinged on the amount of time the text spent beyond the borders of my country, for while that meant systematic depredation and abject poverty, at least I knew that, so long as the setting wasn't the US, the realities of such would be acknowledged. So, while I greedily imbibed the beginning and the middle in its form as an enjoyably novel yet still comfortably familiar incarnation of the (bildungs/künstler)roman, by the end, this piece had turned into blatant apologism, if not propaganda, for the author's precious military industrial complex, and the best I could do was get through it with as much contextualized equanimity as possible. It means that I'll write as fair a review as I can, but not that I'm going to question the work's low average rating much.
To be a Jew was a costly luxury, the price of which was either money or blood. is it any wonder that we hoarded our pennies?At the beginning, this work runs rather gloriously. The list of gaps in my knowledge in regards to history runs as long as the Congo and as deep as the Mariana Trench, and whenever I can fill in some of them in as insightful, unflinching, and rich a manner as Antin allows me to do in regards to being Jewish in Russia after the beginning of the 20th c. and before the Bolsheviks, I do so with especial pleasure. I rode out this rightfully engaged feeling as long as I could (even making note of the foreboding similarities between an anti-cholera mass shower Antin underwent in Germany while immigrating and what was to come for her people half a century later), but eventually that inquisitive gaze turned inward, that righteous distrust of the national system turned complacent, and Antin ended up just another white girl crowing over winning against a Black child in a US court of law. What makes it an extra shame is the knowledge, delved into to an appreciable degree by the introduction, of how the rest of Antin's life and career went during the convulsions of first WWI, where she fell out of the way of the US' aggression, and then WWII, when she and her people were consigned to the empire's bad faith negligence. So, if you're thinking about reading this, simply know that a happy ending will only come from stopping your read right where this text ends and never pursuing in any form a sequel or a description of subsequent events. Judging by the bursts of cynical self-mockery excerpted from Antin's later writings in the introduction, subsequent to this work's publication, she came to some breed of realization of how she had ultimately been played by her supposed saving grace of a country. It's an agonizing thing to contemplate if thought about it for too long, and while I would like to return to a more in depth view of Antin's later views (if tangentially through a biography of her rather interesting husband), the fact that I likely won't come across anything fitting for a while is a boon, to put it mildly.