MAFS bride Olivia Frazer reveals she often thinks about suicide after her horror edit - and admits the only thing keeping her alive is the thought of her boyfriend finding her body

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By Jo Scrimshire For Daily Mail Australia

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Married At First Sight star Olivia Frazer has revealed she still has suicidal thoughts after being portrayed as the 'villain' on this year's season.

The 28-year-old, who was forced to resign from her teaching job because of the brutal backlash from viewers, told Yahoo Lifestyle she experiences severe mood swings and even contemplates ending her life.

In a heartbreaking admission, she said the only thing that stops her from harming herself is the thought of her boyfriend Jackson Lonie coming home from work and finding her body.

Struggles: The 28-year-old, who was forced to resign from her teaching job because of the brutal backlash from viewers, has been suicidal and depressed since the show

Mental health struggles: Married At First Sight star Olivia Frazer (pictured) has revealed she still has suicidal thoughts after being portrayed as the 'villain' on this year's season

When asked how she was coping six weeks after the MAFS finale aired, Olivia said her mood changes from day to day.

'It very much ebbs and flows. I have really good days where I'm like, "Oh, [it's] water off a duck's back! I'm fine!"

'And then I have other days where I'm like - sorry to be graphic - but I am suicidal and I am like, "Okay, don't kill yourself because you don't want Jackson to come home to that."

'It is at that point where it's such a severe instability in my moods and my mental health.' 

Awful: In a heartbreaking admission, she said the only thing that stops her from hurting herself is the thought of her boyfriend Jackson Lonie (left) coming home and finding her body

Awful: In a heartbreaking admission, she said the only thing that stops her from hurting herself is the thought of her boyfriend Jackson Lonie (left) coming home and finding her body

Fortunately, her suicidal thoughts are becoming more infrequent over time, but she expects to be 'skating on thin ice for a few more months until the hate dies down'.

Olivia, from the NSW Central Coast, was labelled public enemy No. 1 on this year's season of MAFS after her feud with rival bride Domenica Calarco.

Domenica was given a sympathetic edit after being outed as an OnlyFans model by Olivia, who in turn was portrayed as mean-spirited and vindictive.

Doing her best: Fortunately, her suicidal thoughts are becoming more infrequent over time, but she expects to be 'skating on thin ice for a few more months until the hate dies down'

Suicidal ideation: The 28-year-old, who was forced to resign from her teaching job because of the brutal backlash from viewers, told Yahoo Lifestyle she experiences severe mood swings and even contemplates ending her life

However, sources have confirmed to Daily Mail Australia this did not tell the full story.

Last month, one of the show's participants broke ranks to reveal Domenica's behaviour during filming was just as bad as Olivia's. 

Cody Bromley said the feud between the warring brides could 'easily' have been edited to make Domenica the villain, adding: 'There were no heroes or villains.'

Hung out to dry: Olivia, from the NSW Central Coast, was labelled public enemy No. 1 on this year's season of MAFS after her feud with rival bride Domenica Calarco

Hung out to dry: Olivia, from the NSW Central Coast, was labelled public enemy No. 1 on this year's season of MAFS after her feud with rival bride Domenica Calarco 

'It's a shame. The edit could have gone either way with the whole Domenica and Olivia thing,' he said.

'[The edit] could have easily made Dom look like the villain and Liv look like the hero, but it didn't pan out like that.

'It's just a shame to see that there is that divide and a lot of people being nasty.'

Single: Olivia's rival Domenica Calarco left Married At First Sight single, but is now focused on her new career as an Instagram influencer and celebrity

Lucky: Domenica (pictured) was given a sympathetic edit after being outed as an OnlyFans model by Olivia, who in turn was portrayed as mean-spirited and vindictive 

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