When I'm Alone

Full of color on the outside But I only see in black and white I'm desperate for some light in the corners of my mind Having hope but not enough Reaching out to find no one Am I the only soul to have lost all control? It gets hard to breathe Stuck in between on what has become my fake reality And there's no escape from the voice in my head It's driving me crazy! Nobody understands My sanity's not going to last And I'll smile on through the night Everyone will think I'm alright But nobody knows what I'm dragging along When I'm alone When I'm alone I'm about to tear off this page But it's something I can't erase I wish I could rewrite the story of my life What I hide every day behind the mask there's pain They say I'm not alone But do they even know? It gets hard to breathe Stuck in between on what has become my fake reality And there's no escape from the voice in my head It's driving me crazy! Nobody understands My sanity's not going to last And I'll smile on through the night Everyone will think I'm alright But nobody knows what I'm dragging along When I'm alone Nobody understands My sanity's not going to last And I'll smile on through the night Everyone will think I'm alright But nobody knows what I'm dragging along When I'm alone And every day I'll try To keep my feelings hidden inside But nobody knows 'bout the hole in my soul When I'm alone When I'm alone