Remember me, my love

hi loveee, writing to you again, kasi namiss ko na bigyan ka ng hand written letters, nasayo pa kaya yun? or maybe naitapon mo na?, dito nalang muna sa reddit ha, i saw you in my dreams again, 4th time this week, yes ganyan kadalas kita nakikita sa dreams ko. i think about you all the time and kahit anong tulog at gising yung gawin ko, i still miss you :( I remember you even with the smallest things like nung kumakain lang ako ng Nilaga kasi i do remember gusto mo mga sabaw sabaw na ganyan. Napakasimple. Siguro kung magkasama tayo our house will be filled with laughter, hope and love. I miss you, love. kahit na anong pilit ko hindi ka isipin or balewalain nalang yung nararamdaman ko hindi ko pa rin magawa. Sabi ko nga kelan kaya ako mag heal, kasi parang ang tagal na pero i still find myself crying when i hear those songs that reminds me of you. The feeling is so strong, strong pero it also makes me weak at the same time. Ang daming beses ko inattempt na imessage ka sa kung saan saan, pero im scared.

sabi nga sa kanta "you got the best of my love" kasi the love that i've shared with you is different from the rest. I may not be beside you, love, but i am proud of you and the person you are becoming. Thank you for not giving up even though i know this life can be so draining and hard. Promise me, wherever you go, wherever this life will take you, Don't give up, okay?

Thank you for being so humble and kind, stay that way, love. I still pray for you and your family's health and safety. Maybe in another lifetime, always,in all ways, my love. xoxo