I'm feeling rough this morning. I'm about done with Christian Deconstruction. It's rampant among so many of my friends, acquaintances, and some people I never had a second thought about (I grew up in a very conservative denomination with a lot of faults and am now an RE in the PCA).
It's got me depressed this morning as I was just bumming around and saw an ex-Christian apologist (Paul Maxwell) post "You are whole without God." This led me to look at the source account (dedicated to Christian deconstruction) and seeing a close friend and ex-church member following and liking a lot of the stuff.
I'm infuriated but more than that exhausted by what is happening in the wake of the pandemic, BLM (and the serious, real injustices that caused the movement), (probably) the Trump presidency (specifically, his poor witness as a self-proclaimed Christian that didn't bear the fruit of repentance), and the philosophical direction of my generation.
As an under-shepherd of the Lord's church, please pray for me. Going after sheep is tiring. Corralling them in the fold is tiring. And then there's my own day-to-day sanctification and plain old life.