LyricsReal Life Fantasy

when i started rapping. f-ck the mansions, the pantoms, the sweets, the cabanas beacuse none of that matters when the mirror shatters all i see is pieces of me scattered is it a miracle or is it madness? because when i puts it all together it freflexs this, and this is me about as you gonna get to insanity or genius my real life fantasy is this my life or am i dreaming i can't lie i don't believe it iiiii... i don't believe it iiiii... is this my life talking fantasies, they're more twistes then memories i never thought gotti would leave the game like d r e never thought shanti would ever stop reppin the team, and the f-ck is lloyd hooking up with the enemies if this was 03 i would have told you, you was crazy if you told me this is what it would be i miss vita caddy black child charlie, i thought we were tighter then the marleys ... family but i guess you can't be, in an industry theres nothing but envy, jealousy ... please nobody be friend me! nah, my real life fantasy is this my life or am i dreaming i can't lie i don't believe it iiiii... i don't believe it iiiii... is this my life