Should I confess to my uncle that I love him?

Hi I(16)M And I think I love my uncle Ryan(39)M he is my mother's brother still unmarried Well the story starts from the time I and my family started living at my uncle's house since 2018. He always has two phones. One day my mom asked my uncle for his iPhone because I had got work from school and my mom and dad did not give me their phone, so mom asked my uncle for his iPhone for some time and I am working from his iPhone, that's when I saw his photos, he clicked his photos in underwear and I saw all his photos and I liked him since then but I don't know why he did this, I didn't say anything to him but A few years later, one day in 2022, I went to the terrace at night and I saw my uncle taking bath. He was taking bath in his bathroom without underwear but there is a window in his bathroom but he didn't notice me so I sometimes see him taking bath One day uncle came back after playing cricket on Sunday but he was drunk so he started playing with me but by mistake my hand went on his penis but he didn't give me any reaction so this time I touched his penis and this time too he had no reaction, so I touched and pressed his testicles. Also he didn't give any reaction, so I thought that when he comes after drinking alcohol, he will not know anything. The same night I went to his room, he was switching on the light of his room, I thought he might have woken up but he was sleeping, which was quite strange, he doesn't sleep with the light on,He was sleeping putting his hands in his underwear and the upper part of his penis was visible so I tried to remove his underwear and I was successful. I saw his penis from the front for the first time. The hair on his penis was very big. I sucked his penis and I kept sucking until his penis got erect but I was sucking his penis, his penis was getting slightly erect but uncle pulled up his underwear so I went to my room and slept but after a few days Uncle stopped drinking alcohol but after some time I came to know the password of his iPhone so I started checking his iPhone because I wanted to see his old photos but I could not find those photos but I could not find any of his photos.In one picture, he clicked the photos of his dick hairs and in the other, he clicked the photos while taking shower. His photo came till a little below his dick hairs. I was surprised why uncle is doing this but when I opened his what's app and messenger. I saw that he messages some random girls and then I understand that uncle sends his nude photos and talks about sex but there were two numbers such that he got a video call from one number but perhaps he got naked in front of that girl and That girl made his video and started teasing them but uncle blocked her and the girl on the second number was telling her night rate, then uncle asked how to fuck with condom or without condom, then the girl gave the address. Maybe that night he must have gone to have sex with that girl. This made it clear that uncle is straight but yesterday uncle came home after drinking alcohol so this opportunity was right for me so I went to his room that night, he was sleeping in underwear but When I tried to remove his underwear, I saw that uncle had cut the hair of his penis, so when I tried to remove his underwear, he might have got irritation by the hair on his penis and he got up, he looked at me and asked. What am I doing? I got scared and ran away. I thought uncle would sleep but I was wrong. Then he came to my room and asked what I was doing in his room. I was very scared because when uncle beats me, he beats me very hard. I have told him that I will tell him in the morning, so should I tell her that I love him?