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248 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 20, 2020
“You aren’t as…” Hannah has to clear her throat. “You talked about…” She huffs out a breath, muttering. “God, I hate how hard it is for me to speak sometimes. You were a lot more, uhm, aggressive in talking about what you wanted to do, that night, than you usually are in person.” She tilts her head, a questioning look in her eyes.
Caroline thinks back to describing just how she wants to hold Hannah down and make her come. Which, fuck, does she ever. Even more so, now. But Hannah’s right; she does often let Hannah dictate their physical moments. At the very least, until they grow more heated.
“I’m letting you guide us. I don’t want to… push you.” She’s trying so hard not to cross any boundaries, even though with every single day that goes by, she wants more.
Hannah leans back against the door, her tongue sliding slowly over her bottom lip and Caroline’s eyes trail after it, hungrily, before snapping to Hannah’s. “Push me,” she rasps.
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➥ Hannah Dalton (h), god I love her. She's so fucking cute 😭. I tend to favour the character that does the charming, but I'm actually obsessed we her. Would eat her out 10/10. She's such an amazing mother, working double shifts to make ends meet, but still doing her absolute best to spend time with her daughter. She was studying architecture at university until her husband convinced her to stop. Love her sfm <3 Oh, and she thinks she's straight...LMAO.
➥ Caroline Parker (h) was alright too. Honestly, I never really fell in love with her character. We were mainly in her perspective so I didn't really get to...see her? But ik she's hot bc i always cringe at dirty talk/phone sex type talk but it was so hot. She was very logical, but also so kind to Abbie too. It was so beautiful to see how Caroline slowly integrated herself into the family.
➥ Abbie, Hannah's little girl is such a fucking angel. It's children like her that make my ovaries glitch. She makes Caroline a and I 😭😭.
➥ Michael (Hannah's ex-husband), I will beat you up, myself.
She ducks her head down again, eyes slipping closed as she breathes out, “I could get so lost in you if I’m not careful.”
But mostly, she wishes that Hannah could look in the mirror every day and see that she shines as bright as the moon and has twice the gravitational pull.
"I mean." She sits up straight in her chair, giving Caroline a once-over. "You're beautiful, you're young, you have a well-playing career that you're passionate about-"
"And I go home every night to have dinner by myself. There's no cute kid at home, thinking I hung the moon, and there's never been someone to stick around long enough to marry me. Plus, I'm two years older than you."
"Still..." Hannah trails off, running a long finger over the edge of her now empty coffee mug. "You still have everything ahead of you."
She puts her hand on Hannah's forearm, revealed by the sleeves she often rolls up halfway through her shift. She leans close - closer than she's ever been to her, but she wanted Hannah to see how serious she is.
"So do you. You're beautiful, you're young, and you will bounce back from this. You've already done the hard part. Do you think just anyone could walk away from someone who scares them and single-handedly raise a child, while working? Because I've met a lot of families and I can promise you that not just anyone can do what you're doing."
Hannah's eyes search her own as she flips the hand under Caroline's arm and mirrors her grip. Her fingers wrap around Caroline's and hold, before her eyes fall closed.
"Your wife and daughter are adorable."
Instead of correcting her, Hannah just smiles back. "They are."
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"Have a good vacation with your girls." (they add)
"My girls," Hannah repeats with a smile, shaking her head at them. "Did my girls come up with a cannoli consensus?"
She loses her footing, nearly toppling as Hannah forcefully pushes her into the empty classroom they're walking by. She only doesn't fall because of Hannah's strong guiding hold on her arm as she slams the door closed behind her.
"We are in elementary school!" Hannah's voice falls to an urgent whisper, gray eyes boring into her own from only inches away. "Do you know how many little eyes and ears are around?"
Her heart is hammering with their proximity, the want so easily sliding through her even as she arches her eyebrows, incredulously. "Well, I wasn't about to have my way with you in the hallways, Hannah."
"Say goodnight again." (Hannah tells her.)
Abbie's bottom lip pokes out in a pout, but she acquiesces. "Night, Caroline. Love you."
"Love you, too," she manages to get out, even though she sounds just as dazed as she feels.
"If I could have my daughter look up to anyone in our lives, I would choose you."
"I know you’re…” She trails off, staring at Caroline, her eyes running slowly over her face.
She sips her water. “A lesbian. You can say it, it’s not a bad word.”
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