Now I will tell you what I've done for you
Fifty thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me (Going under)
[Verse 2]
Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once (Wake up for once)
Not tormented, daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm
Dying again
[Chorus]
I'm going under (Going under)
Drowning in you (Drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (Falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under
[Verse 3]
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
(So I don't know what's real)
So I don't know what's real and what's not
(Don't know what's real and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head (Oh)
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm
Dying again
[Chorus]
I'm going under (Going under)
Drowning in you (Drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (Falling forever)
I've got to break through, I'm
[Bridge]
So go on and scream
Scream at me, I'm so far away (So far away)
I won't be broken again (Again)
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under
[Guitar Solo]
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm
Dying again
[Chorus]
I'm going under (Going under)
Drowning in you (Drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (Falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under (Going under)
I'm going under (Drowning in you)
I'm going under
About
In Amy Lee’s own words, “Going Under” is:
[…] about coming out of a bad relationship, and when you’re at the end of your rope, when you’re at the point where you realize something has to change, that you can’t go on living in the situation that you’re in.
It was initially going to be Evanescence’s first single on their debut album, Fallen. However, the release of the Daredevil soundtrack eclipsed the decision, resulting in the release of Bring Me To Life first.
The music video for the song was directed by Philipp Stölzl and it was filmed in May 2003 in Germany. It shows Lee performing on a concert along with the band, while fans are turning into zombies. She designed both the dresses she wears in the video. It ranked at #4 on the list of “The 15 Scariest Music Videos Ever” published by Billboard. Evanescence additionally added the song to the set-list on their Fallen and The Open Door Tour.
Q&A
Find answers to frequently asked questions about the song and explore its deeper meaning
From an interview with Spin in October 2006:
You’ve said that much of Fallen, which you cowrote with Moody, is about being in an abusive relationship for three years.
Just listen to that statement: I went through an abusive relationship for three years. It’s weird to stay in an abusive relationship for so long. I guess sometimes music makes me hang on longer because it makes me feel like I’m getting [my feelings] out somehow, so I don’t actually have to move on. After I recorded those songs, I was listening to my own words on “Going Under.” When it goes to the chorus, what I would have loved to hear myself sing is “I’m leaving and I’m not going to put up with this anymore.” But instead the line is “I’m going under, drowing in you.” I was thinking to myself, “You know what you need to do, and you’re not doing it.”
“Going Under.” That was the song that I really wanted for the first single, and [the label] really wanted “Bring Me to Life.” And the movie thing [the Daredevil soundtrack] came up and we had that opportunity, and it was like, “This is what’s happening. We were like, "OK, not gonna fight about it. But please let ‘Going Under’ be the second single, because we need something to really grab people. We wrote "Going Under” after “Bring Me to Life.” A lot of times when you’re writing an album you keep trying to top your last thing, and it felt in the moment to me like, “OK, we did it.” And that was the last one. It’s usually the last song you write, half the time, that ends up being your first single because you finally got to that place. I felt that way about “Going Under” but I [also] love “Bring Me to Life.” I love the expression [of “Going Under”]. I was going for a place of, “I’ve had enough and I’m standing up for myself.” Instead of “Bring Me to Life,” which was a little bit more of a cry for help.
–via RevolverMag (November, 2023)
- 1.Going Under
- 4.My Immortal
- 5.Haunted
- 6.Tourniquet
- 7.Imaginary
- 9.Hello
- 10.My Last Breath
- 11.Whisper