People who have hit bad trips

Has anyone ever sit a bad trip in the past and swore off psychs because of it then finally came back to them a few years later ? If so what was the first trip like after not taking it for years ? Did the bad trip play on your mind going into it ? Were you fighting between having a good trip or hitting a bad trip or did you just completely go one way ? Asking because 4 years ago I had a trip that fucked me up big time and I swore id never touch them again but recently have been playing out with dxm and amanita muscria and after doing 35g of that as my largest dose and being ok with that plus dxm I am feeling a bit more confident about trying some shrooms again (yes I know dissociative aren’t psychs) I’m not sure if this matter or not but when I hit my bad trip I was on roughly 600-700ug of lsd (no not 2 350ug tab it was 6 or 7 100ug tabs) and I was smoking as well like I said not sure if that’s import or not or will have imprinted my brain with anything which will instantly cos me to have a bad trip again