1. Foxu Roxu

"Ever been bad at communication?

Add that to a thick southern drawl and poor pronunciation!

I can write somewhat elegantly but often struggle to speak.

Difficult to be assertive when I feel so meek.

Did not expect I would attract strange primal feminine forces by being socially distant.

Because of this I did not believe I would have to use charms,salts,or holy water to make myself more resistant.

She smelled the aroma of my pent up frustration.

Both paralysis demon and a guilty pleasure source of my elation.

Waking up with love bites and plenty of scratches.

Yet I had no memory of previous interactions or

date profile matches.

Then I began seeing her in my fevered waking dreams.

Pale white kitsune woman of haunting laughter and erotic screams.

Has a perky ass that will not quit!

Have had more than enough time to properly envision it!

Am I her lover or is she just feeding on my tantric essence to sate her appetite?

Milks me dry as she constricts around me so very tight.

Wonder if I'm just another dead man going about the motions.

What a chaotic mix of anticipation,apprehension,and harder to define deeper emotions.

Almost time to once again go to bed.

I suppose all I have to say is "Lord help me,

either I'll be given death or will be given more head!"

All hail the sultry voluptuous vixen that has the ears and tail of a fox.

Here to extract the plentiful milky warm seed from my flattened rocks!"

2. Sexual identity,what obscenity

"What is pain and what is pleasure has become harder to define.

Your public reputation based on when you indulge and when you decline.

Started identifying ourselves by our sexual proclivities.

After exploring all frontiers we added more activities.

Here I stand fractured and twisted by too much streaming information and too much porn.

I contemplate who I would have become minus that exposure and start to mourn.

How many of my turn-ons are from my own being and how many of them were implanted?

Etched into my sub-conscience in the same way lyrics to a catchy song can effortlessly be remembered and recanted!

Some prefer it abusive and rough.

Some are submissive but hide behind the facade of being tough.

Just going about your day trying to be a good bloke.

Then your date says she wants balls deep sodomy and wants to choke!

And those things that used to disturb you now rev up your libido.

Faster,harder,deeper,and longer now the new credo!

 I'd settle for a kindhearted patient woman taking a moment to understand.

But I still have the intrusive thought of railing her ragged because my fucked up imagination might as well be mind's eye kinky debauchery theater on demand!

Unskilled and out of touch many of us seek release and relief as we hurt.

Feeling "empty" instead of fulfilled after the last shuddering spurt.

What is right,what is misunderstood,and what is outright wrong?

Everyone disputes it loudly sounding like a discordant song as we try to sort out where we belong!"