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I met Hyuna when…ah no. Hyun-woo her brother found me first. Hyuna was quite usual from the rest of the children in Anakt garden I soon began to realise, just like them, she too had a dream. Yet that dream soon died along with myself.
Just like the rest of them, Hyuna was unaware of this sick program she had been coerced into. I'm not even sure if Hyun-woo and Hyuna had alien guardians that watched over them. Maybe they were born in a testing facility like I was though I heavily doubt it, just another flaw keeping me and Hyuna apart.
The program they had been signed up to meant immediate death for people that were unable to win against their opponents, we all soon learnt that the difficult way…Warm blood splattering onto our faces, watching the person who was breathing just minutes ago, the colour draining from their face as they laid on the floor in a pool of their own blood. The sight was..unsettling to say the least.
In a selfish way, I wanted Hyuna to die by my side but before that could even happen she had chosen to escape Alien Stage and become a human rebel. I wasn't very surprised to find out that the person I loved had a bounty over their head. Hyuna was a very reckless person after all, she always carved out her own path when there was none. She was the one to defy all the rules built by the aliens, it was unsurprising to me that she would have decided to run away from disgusting figures that controlled humans and paraded them around as “pets.”
However, I do blame her for leaving me alone here. On some of the worst days when I struggled to cope and my medication wasn't effective for my frail body, I remembered that I still had Hyuna and that helped me get through it all. All the pain and weaknesses I suffer from will never equate to the anguish I felt when I realised that Hyuna had left. It was the only place where our memories flourished unlike the distressing memories she must remember back from our time as children in Anakt garden.
On the stage, I thought Hyuna would feel free too. I didn't know how wrong I was to assume such things. Without Hyuna, the stage and the spotlight did not savour the freedom I desperately reached out for. Only the thought of seeing Hyuna again could satiate my hunger for freedom.
Why would you leave me all alone…I thought you loved me. When we were children, you treated me so sweetly compared to your brother and I loved it. I loved the way you would constantly look out for me because I was so innocent. It was a thrilling feeling watching your eyes tremble as you watched your poor brother's blood seeping into the grass, unable to do anything about it knowing that you were the cause. In accidentally killing your brother, you ended up saving me.
If you think about it, you're just as messed up as I am for doting on me in the first place, you must regret it. If you weren't so sweet to me to begin with, your brother may still have been alive.
I don't mind dying, as long as its you. Take my last breath in the most painful way possible, all I could ever do is hope to drown in you.
I know how badly our relationship has soured over the years, all because of a manipulative human pet like me.
Though, time and time again I would lie and say it was time that pulled us apart.
If I revel in this little fantasy of ours for a little longer would you hate me for it? If I told you the truth and said I was relieved your brother left this world, you wouldn't hesitate to tear me apart and spill my blood.
Press the blade against my throat, say you hate me. Anything for you to look at me again.