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No memory of her affair
Thank you for taking the time out to read this post. I started to become suspicious that my wife was having an affair with her coworker. I asked her if she was interested in let's call him JA. She told me that she thought he was an attractive guy and that they may have been flirty occasionally but that was it. I knew that was a way of saying yes they were together. She refused to go any further into a possible relationship with JA but my gut told me it was going on. I hired a PI and he uncovered proof of infidelity. She told me that she had had a short fling with JA but only would chat, kissed a few times and would hug on each other occasionally. I told her of the proof that the PI had and she has been adamant about having no memory of sexual contact. She has stated that she must have been drugged by JA. That has been proven to be false. There was several incidents of contact and even with a second coworker. She still claims that she has no memory of sex or sexual contact with either.
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Well, not a good start for reconciliation. I'm sorry, my WW trickle truthed and rug swept for years after her affair ended. Still wonder why I stayed. I was weak. Don't be weak because you'll regret it forever.
How does a PI prove sexual contact in a way that is undisputable? Wouldn't that be photos or videos of the act?
If she'll lie in the face of actual proof, what do you think the odds are that she's ever going to be a safe partner, or that she's telling the truth about anything else?
What would you be basing reconciliation on exactly?
I mean obviously she's lying through her teeth, the only real question is, does she actually think she doesn't remember or is it an avoidance tactic? If she believes she really has no memory, that is a mental break that you do not have training or objectivity to deal with.
If she has broken from reality completely, she is a danger to you and herself. Help is needed immediately for her.
Stay safe.
Start to run away from this relationship