I'm thinking about my unresolved issues. My kidneys feel better, but the pain hasn't gone away. Moreover, it intensified before the seminar. By the way, there was suddenly severe pain in the area of my right lung, where they suspected a tumor. It's interesting what's happening; I need to understand this condition.
I uncover the laws by which the human soul develops and discover the connection between illnesses, behavior, character, and worldview. Therefore, thank God, healing happens for many without my involvement.
Secondly, I'm lazy. If everything were fine with me, I might move forward, but very slowly. But due to my own karmic troubles and the fact that I've absorbed problems from all patients and projected them onto myself, I'm at the forefront and must keep going to survive.
No matter how high the level of healing is, if you're not a charlatan, protection still breaks through as long as the reality of the human «self» is higher than the reality of the Divine. Up there, everything has long been decided. And whatever happens, in any case, the situation works to increase love for God. By the way, destabilization.
I used to think that philosophy was at least a safe thing; it turned out not to be the case at all. The ability to generalize is connected with moving to subtle planes where time and space compress. And when you step onto these planes, you can easily get sick if there's not enough love. On average, I can handle the shake-up of human values when it doesn't exceed 1300 units.
If translated into human situations, it roughly corresponds to betraying friends, death from a serious illness, or disability. My love won't withstand a more massive shake-up. It's interesting to see what level of shake-up I'm experiencing before the seminar when the most dangerous problems arise. I try to calculate and I'm surprised. Wow, 7000! A few days in this mode, and the chances of survival drop to 0. True, this mode lasted about an hour and then disappeared.
Most likely, at the seminar, I'll start approaching some serious thoughts, for the acceptance of which the level of destabilization must be 7000 units, and they're preparing me for it gradually. Although it's unlikely to be 7000, the shake-up is probably happening with a margin.
I wonder what life troubles can correspond to such a level. What could be more painful, more torturous than illness and death? I try to calculate and I'm surprised. It turns out, relationships between a man and a woman. Here the degree of shake-up, that is, suffering and pain, can exceed 10,000 units. The soul's ability to suffer is much greater than that of the body. And the greater love you feel for someone, the greater the torment they can bring.
Scientists constantly ask the question: «Can the Universe be fully known?». Truths that seemed unshakeable yesterday are crumbling today.
It turns out that the laws we discover and the worldview we develop correspond to the level of human development, his ability to generalize with the amount of love he carries in his soul. As we change, the picture of the Universe changes. And as long as humans evolve and approach the Divine, the picture of the world will constantly change. The uncovered laws are not eliminated; they become part of a new, more comprehensive picture of the world.
Right now, before the seminar, I've managed to bring all human values down to two points: desires and will. Moreover, besides the structure of amorphous time, I've begun to sense the structure X. In it, these two concepts have begun to merge. This structure will need to be worked with. Mechanical closure of dependency on desires and will allows for the healing of many diseases. But since they're not primary, the negative feeding them from a deeper structure will eventually lead to problems. One of the pushes toward understanding this was the situation in the reception...
S.N. Lazarev, «Diagnostics of Karma 7»
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