I think I’m a body snatcher.

I know it sounds crazy. Yes i know. However i feel like a shell of myself that’s weirdly relearning how to be me. It’s like im job shadowing my life to learn how to be myself. I’ve been puking a lot, getting delirious randomly, feeling like a foreign entity and feeling like my body isn’t the right size. I’ve been stopping to think about my life and personality, how I talk and interact like I’m a computer downloading data. I’ve been tossing and turning at night. I’ve also made some weird changes, my style, the brand of cigarettes i smoke, the music I listen to, how I spend my free time, stuff like that and now I think that I might not be me. I’ve had weird paranoia shit like this before and it’s made me do some wild stuff and I’m not sure what to do about it.